This is somethin I wrote long back...when I used to dream abt my "someone spl"....I just felt like postin it here...I still feel the same way...same dreams...same expectations...same wait...If I try writin somethin abt my unseen spl person..I know I can write better than this...But still this innocence and sweetness of 5-6 yrs back won't come now...Because now I hav some distorted dreams with me...spoiled form of a few feelings...So may be I'll keep them in mind while writin somethin for him...Few ppl made some great contributions in changing me from a "Better ME"...n probably this changed "me" can't write somethin with complete purity of thoughts...So...I am postin that poem as it is...

You are someone very precious,
Like a God and I've been someone so pious...
You are someone, I say, my personal belonging,
Still I don't possess you and my heart keeps longing...
You make me cry....you are so bad,
Your addiction forces me to be sad...
You protect me as if I am a child,
A protection...so strong...still so mild...
I know, you love to be mine,
Yes, we are same...I am You...You are I...

There is no specific reason of posting the poem...but still its just a kind of reminding myself that I need to be same Saranya again...that I need to put the bad part out of my life and just try to think the way I used to...I know I'll do it...because I read somewhere "Let those relationships and people go..you can't handle...God keeps a watch...he'll take them over" ....I felt quite relaxed after readin it....n thus its better to begin once again...with new hopes...and same dreams...than to end up being a lost "someone"...So, let me begin by being myself once again...


Note: I wrote this blog around 2 years back on some other site. Just thot to post it here again :)